the end c.1985

a loud boom broke the din
pellets glanced off my temples then
some forced their way into my head
the power blasted me onto my bed

the blood shower splattered the wall
a trail led into the hall
my eyes and nose had no place
my body found it had no face

if no one finds me it’s sure i’ll die
i even left them a note saying bye
the pain is great but i have no fear
my body knows the end is near

but what of the people that i know
will they realize that i had to go
will their pains ever heal
will they ever again feel

from this nightmare i must awake
tell me god it’s all been fake
alas i’ll know the consequence of this action
but shall not know any satisfaction