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Swelter c.1985

Swelter

Warm breezes blow painfully across a Louisiana winter,

I wait patiently for the pouring of coolness.

Obsessed am I with a novel idea-

Winter in New Orleans.

 

All three days of winter were unbearably frosty.

I didn’t stay warm, but it was not cool-

Temperatures seek extremes, drive me to madness,

And toast my solitude.

 

Where is my comfort?

The temperate climates of the Earth

Where pleasure is commented by warmth,

And the condition of the air supplants a state of the mind.

 

I am in the Cajun Summer,

I will abide in the tranquility of being comfortable with these horrid vapors.

Gray matter will boil out past the glistening ear tops then drip effortlessly to the floor.

Where tiny mercurial pools dance silently-

 

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Dignity c.1988

Dignity

Place this shell,
Inside a shell.
Bury it underground.
Listen closely,
Listen carefully.
Hear not a sound.
Memories linger,
Memories live.
Inside of the mind.
Love in you,
Love for me.
No one can deny.
Peace has won,
Peace has come.
From Earth now free.
My family all,
My family now.
Remember me.


thorough c. 1982

thorough c. 1982

abbreviate thought
purge logic
consume mores
initiate ideas
suckle peace
evolve understanding
transduce love

buffet stupidity
question rashness
destroy savageness
jacket emptiness
terrorize war
forget differences
unravel hate


Confederacy c. 1983

Confederacy c. 1983

In This The 19th Chapter In The 4th Clause
It May Be Found That I’m A Rebel With A Cause
Through This Expedition Of The Malnutrition
Of The Heart And Its Lonely Condition
Hurt Pain And Suffering Seem To Abound
Where Love Care And Happiness Should Be Found
The Safari Goes On Through Jungles And Time
Where Deviation From The ‘Norm’ Is The Crime
Open Thought Punished By Ostracization
‘Be Satisfied With What You Have Forget Ambition!’
Dreams Are Left To Perish Between The Oases
Dying Of Thirst In Those Dark Crowded Places
Places In The Mind Places In The World
The Stench Of Death In Both Your Stomach Whirled
Want To Make A Clean Break Out In Front
A Homerun Swing Not A Weak Bunt
To Dock Your Ship At A Safe Pier
Bearings Made Straight Your Path Made Clear
Of All Obstacles Left Once In Your Way
Now That You’ve Made It A Little Time To Play
In This Place Your Dreams Helped To Build
Your Heart Is Full Your Spirit Is Filled
With All Of The Memories Of Where You Have Been,
Never To Be There At Home Ever Ever Again.


Criterion c. 2000

Criterion c. 2000

Once upon a story, old, unwritten, 
Titled now, again, stranger than fiction. 
Happenings random, chaotic, reason 
Finding no path, sanity no season. 
Cold winter chills passion’s hottest fire, 
Caught in the swamp’s rotting, putrid mire. 
Stale as sliced bread left four days on the shelf, 
Knowing blame is only mine, to the self- 
Trust no one, will once again be the rule, 
Inside the outside is playing the fool. 
Living without you was never the plan. 
I stand alone, an evil, thoughtless man. 
Realizing at once all of my fears 
As the jaded gods cry emerald tears.


Violin c.1999

Violin c.1999

She having the shape and contour, fine, sound
Instrument playing me, tunes unwritten,
Unrehearsed concertos played dually,
When the unwelcome third arrives, listen,
Discord, and non harmonious noises
Caterwaul, as he wishes, together
They would be alone, celebrating all
Rich sounds they do create, moaning, gasping
Breaths, resting only to taste each others
Salt, pouring melodiously, liken
Unto rain, cleansing, blessing unions
Lacking chaste qualities, but felt, as bow
Drags itself across treble strings, tuning
Out the world, as the melody plays on…


Third Option c.2001

Third Option c.2001

The reason to be, a Dane once pondered, 
Calendar reads February. Wonder 
Ceases never to amaze me, sitting 
Knowing there is a love I’ll be getting 
At a time when at once it reads, day twelve 
Month of Never. Still I endure, and delve 
Into the workings of a cold black heart. 
What made it beat again? What made it start? 
Believing, when suspect was my ally, 
Paranoia my friend in arms, belies 
Facts and figures and actions accounted, 
In the months as they have gone. Discounted 
Now and finding little merit passing 
When minuses add up, as amassing 
Pluses show diminutive progress. Gains 
Encircle profit and choke out the pains 
Taking me down to a final question. 
One I must answer without suggestion. 
Whispered, audible and still, quite lowly, 
Do you want to die? Yes, very slowly. . . .


Individual Allies c. 1997

Individual Allies c. 1997

Everyone be equal, today, as you
Touch me with silk, kit gloves, pay close, special
Attention to my ideals, they are ones
You may live by, otherwise anarchy
Prevails in free lands, masses of people
Align, not thinking, follow the ancient 
Notion, might makes right, all war on others,
In names of gods, because of lineage,
Or even judged bullies, our tutelage,
Wasting, some who do not learn to please play
Nicely, earthly playground, so no one bleeds,
No other dies, no more till then, say when
There is enough red ground, on this blue rock,
For us to live on, together, in peace.


Entity c.1984

Entity c.1984

Wrapped in a life, drowned in complexity-
It stands alone, it is the Entity.
While trying to join, it is split in two;
Not always one, it is seldom a crew.
Diversity, argument, tag along,
They point out, where Entity, did some wrong.
For once wanting everyone to agree,
That blame should not be placed on Entity.
Sometimes correct, usually obverse-
Trying to push forward, still in reverse.
Jumping about, not staying in one’s place,
Knowing the person, not seeing the face.
It is wanting to say that all is clear,
Only able to see things that are near.
Missing at once the distant pinnacle-
While able to act oh so cynical,
About the minute detail it let past,
Faulting pages of life turned way too fast.
Sometimes omniperceptive, most times blind,
To the facts and trivia, it will find.


Ephemeral c.2000

Ephemeral c.2000

I am not worth the print out,
Others are computed on.
Pints of blood-Pounds of flesh-
Somewhere-somehow-electric
Impulses-travel-synapse
Gaps-gaps in Memory.
Who-What-Why-Reply?
None-Nothing-Known-How?
No, I have not retention.
Could you repeat your inquiry?
My leaf is loose.
The ink mates paper-
I am the tiger,
In the papyrus forest.
Numbers, regurgitate,
Complacent facts.
I, in my fantasy, am alone.
Ravenous-
For lush, green growth.